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18 aprile 2023

I was so pleased today to see a little Mama Hummingbird rebuilt last year's nest (actually 4 years now) in the climbing rose bush next to my front porch. Being a little higher I need to use a stepstool to check on them, then talk to them daily as they grow. They get so used to me that they later fly around my head in the backyard. But the first year we had one in a lower rose bush that we only had to peer down on, I was sorry that I shared my joy with neighbors and the mailman. Unfortunately, they stomped up repeatedly taking pictures, etc. I hate not to share this delight with others but it just isn't fair to them to be creating a commotion. It's enough for Mama to get used to me. The babies are never afraid of me. I talk and sing to them. I've read they can recognize up to about 6 people. We have quite a few in both the front and back yard, but I'm especially thrilled I get to see in the nest. I live in the northern part of Los Angeles.

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18 aprile 2023

A narcissist not only breaks your heart. They break your spirit, that's why it takes so long to heal.

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13 aprile 2023

Dear K.... I'm sorry you felt you need to leave. I decided not to leave a message to you on my Journal but since you left, there is no other way to contact you. As I said, I care about you. I want all the Lord's best for you. So here is what I wanted to private message you.

Thank you for saying that you are sorry if your message of February 12 came across wrong. I took it so hard because I was already down emotionally. Your two comments to my journal after our daughter died, plus your first Private Message were so kind, I really appreciated your support when I was hurting. I'm sorry they have now disappeared.

In your last message of April 2, you said: “ ... everyone has demons we fight every day but the only way to overcome them is to never give up…no matter how hard.” I agree with you. Funny thing is, these are “your” words and they are correct. But the words in the message of February 12 that were "cut and paste" from someplace else, were exactly the opposite saying “You can't win.” I disagree with the person that wrote the article that you took from. Yes, some of it was true but it is too, too discouraging to listen to someone say that you can not win. You disagree with them too. Look at “your” words, they are so much better: “Never give up.” Good for you. There is hope. Hope for you and hope for me. You have kindness in your heart that I saw in your other messages, so I even told myself it sounded like the message of February 12 was written by someone else. And that was absolutely right. You are better than the person that wrote that article.

I'm sorry you sometimes have a bad day or go through difficulties. It is entirely normal to be tempted to turn to food or drink for solace. Me too. When it is the hardest for me is when my husband raises his voice and is negative, which is almost every day. It takes a lot of discipline for anyone to say no to themselves. Our past does affect us a lot. Most of us have some kind of difficulties in our lives, and I think things in the world are going to get worse. You did say at the end of the message to trust in the Lord. Is that what you do? Please don't stop communicating with me. Since you say to trust in the Lord, and “God bless,” maybe you can encourage me with your relationship with Him. What is your walk with the Lord like?
Yours truly, J

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01 aprile 2023

Happy April Fools Day

Peso:	Perso fino ad ora:	Rimanenti:	Dieta seguita:
59,0 kg	0 kg	4,5 kg	Abbastanza buono

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20 gennaio 2023

Please pray for me, I am so miserable tonight. Tomorrow, Saturday is the day of the Memorial Luncheon for our daughter. It's at a Chinese Restaurant so that takes most of the pressure off me but I'm still miserable. Tonight I bought 2 big cheesecakes at Costco, fresh blueberries for on top, and 3 orchids for the tables. I was shopping for 3 hours this afternoon for my friend and for us. Yesterday and part of today I was going through old pictures to find ones (of our daughter) to take tomorrow. What a trip down memory lane! It hurts, I hurt, and I can't even think straight about what I will say at the Memorial. I do have a pastor speaking, the same one as for our son's funeral. We are so old and isolated that there will only be 19 of us. There were 160 at our son's funeral. I don't want to go, I don't want to face it. My chest hurts, my head hurts, my face, and even my teeth hurt. I've been living on 4 hours of sleep a night. I haven't even picked out what I am going to wear. And I have one more store to go to in the morning for my sick friend. I'm binging again and have had so much food and sugar my stomach is yucky upset. I want to turn off the pain. Our son-in-law, all his friends, neighbors, and relatives are not even coming. If it weren't for the Lord carrying me I couldn't go on. Thank you, Lord. And thank You for all the comforts I have: food to eat, a warm dry place to sleep, a car to drive, and a comfortable house to live in. And I can still walk, even though it hurts with sciatica. Please comfort me, Lord, and thank you for loving us. Thank you that you see my pain. Thank you that you see and know that all these FS folks and I are here at this time in history when things may get very rough in the next several years. Thank you for giving us Jesus so we can be reconciled to you. Give us peace and courage. Help all these FS folks and me to sleep tonight. Bring your will into my life, and help me to accept it.

Peso:	Perso fino ad ora:	Rimanenti:	Dieta seguita:
57,8 kg	0 kg	3,4 kg	Scarso

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